January 26, 2011 – Attitude Adjustment

There has to be a fool-proof method for mood adjustment that does not involve chemicals, food or cash, right? Sleep works, but not always. Interaction with people in the desired mood often helps, yet has the risk of back-fire. Music has the ability to provide some relief, however, it can also enhance the existing state.

I am, of course, talking about the undesirable, most offensive and utterly craptacular “bad” mood. If I was in the other kind of mood, I would not want to change it. I only want to fix my ‘tude when it falls below some level of preset, acceptable emotions. And, unfortunately for me and those around me – it has fallen quite far below my standards (which are set pretty low to begin with quite frankly.)

There are lots of reasons.

Plenty of situational experiences.

Quite a few justifiable circumstances.

Even a couple medically disabling diagnoses.

It’s not permanent and doesn’t debilitate enough to prevent normal daily functions. I can laugh and smile all day long – while hoping for a quiet moment to break the surface of my behavior to gasp for air that isn’t draped in the typical Carpenters rainy blue cloud.

I have made a commitment to change the usual tact in addressing the reasons, experiences, circumstances and diagnoses of my life that I, in turn, blame for my lack of imaginative energy and literary world domination. Hence, the daily blog I write that no one but a select, albeit loyal few take a moment or two to read. So far, these writings are mere cranial matter dumps with the fervent potential to regenerate lost creative cells.

Yes, they are raw and intimate and can either be viewed as unsettling or trivial, if viewed at all.

Mere stepping stones, they are, according to Lao-tzu on my thousand mile journey.

January 25, 2011 – Sustainable Energy

Energy is defined as the ability to do work. Scientifically there only two forms of energy – potential and kinetic. Energy that is stored, “the energy of position” and gravitational are considered potential energy. If energy is not at rest, it is in motion or kinetic.

That’s it – rest or motion.

If you’re not doing, you are being.

If you are not being yourself, you are doing a whole lotta something for nothing.

And by the derivatives of the word “you” – I mean, me.

In all of the scientific studies I have completed over the years (well, you know), I still don’t seem to get how to apply the simple, straightforward concept of converting potential energy into kinetic when I want the conversion to take place.

And, then, of course, making either of those forms of energy sustainable in my body – either at rest or motion, might as well be akin to Houdini and that damn upside-down water magic act.

Speaking of upside-down water torture, what are the odds that any sitting President can actually get both parties to work together to accomplish something positive for regular Americans like me?

I have faith in this one, not so much in all of the members of Congress he is up against. That goes for either side of the aisle.

Talk about your gravitational pull to the center of a black hole where no potential gets its kinetic on anywhere.

Peace.

 

 

January 24, 2011 – Instinct and Desire

Which came first?

The natural, innate impulse or intuitive power?

Or the longing, expressed wish?

Or, are they somehow intertwined, feeding off of one another creating a much larger internal supra-influence over our brains and hearts?

Not all instinct is good and not all desire is bad, and per our trusted Shakespeare, “nothing is either good or bad but thinking makes it so.”

Can an instinct be retrained to affect desire?

Can a desire be squelched within instinct’s reach?

And why would we want to do either?

There are many days when I write full of what I believe to be answers clouded in flowery, verbose keyboard exorcism.

Clearly today is not one of them.