February 12, 2011 – Ain’t Finding Nothing

Sleepiness trickles down over my eyes.

A swollen tongue and slow, shallow breaths indicate rest is near.

Not weary yet drained of usable energy.

Mark time with me – finish what needs to be finished, plan the next day’s assault and let the air out of tonight’s punching bag.

Early or late, ready or not, it is difficult to stop a coasting train without someone in control.

It will continue its unmanned ramble down the tracks until either hitting an unmovable object or running out of fuel.

Even then the eventual stop may not be discernible.

The strength in a pair of eyelids is remarkable.

February 11, 2011 – Tag I’m It

30 … 31 … 32 … 33 …

I can still hear the count even as I run farther away from it.

34 … 35 …

I need to find a place to hide so they can’t find me. I dash about the house weighing each possible location with the precision timing of a jack rabbit running from an over-sized falcon on the hunt.

Too tall for under the coffee table.

Too obvious behind the curtain.

Too wide to slide in-between the fridge and wall.

36 … 37 … 38 …

I’ve convinced myself I am running out of time but have no clue how long it was agreed they would count.

Outside is out-of-bounds.

No way am I crawling under there.

What about hiding in plain sight? Maybe they won’t think to look for me if I am near yet quietly invisible under their noses?

39 … 40 …

Found it. Perfect spot. As the count continues to rise, I inch closer to home base. I fold myself over and tuck my legs up under my own embrace. Wrapped in an old blanket, I make myself as small as possible, trying to mimic the discarded blanket thrown into the corner in a heap.

41 … 42 …

It takes serious skill to sit wound up under  hand-woven woolen fabric not divulging a sound or shuttering a breath.

As soon as they are done counting and head off in the wrong direction looking for me, I’ll jump up from my oxygen-poor lair and make a run for base.

43 …

I’m sure to make it back before getting caught.

44 …

Unless, of course, they are going to count to 100.

That’s a damn long time without moving under a heavy cover.

February 9, 2011 – Rolling Outages

I admit it.

I am a weather wimp.

I own a fluffy animal print coat and matching hat even though temperatures normally only drop below freezing a few days out of the year. And I adore it.

I sleep with an afghan on top of my heavy winter blanket with the heater on.

I have a space heater to help me stay warm when I step out of the shower.

I need warmth and sunshine that is not blinding due to a bunch of white stuff all over the ground, streets and roof-tops.

All of my wimpiness is causing rolling outages in my hope, generosity and openness leaving me grumpy, sarcastic and a five-star generally sour person.

When will Spring start and I can switch to bitching about just the rain or lack there of?